Miss Highschool so Much!!

oh Damn!!I've just watched my high school prom night video which makes me sad and miss my highschool so much..I miss X6, XIA4,XIS2,and XIIS3..I miss every single moment in high school..I miss the sweet and the sour of my high school life..I miss my friend, I miss the teacher and even I miss every single place in SMAK 5 which has many memories..High school moment can't be replaced with anything and it will always be may sweetest memory I've ever had :)

XIIS3

XIS2

XIS2

XIIS3

XIA4

XIA4

writting again..

           it's been a long time since the last time I wrote my blog..haha..now I want to discuss about my part time job during my long 3 months holiday..BTW, I have graduated from high school!!yeay!!I am so happy with my result because I have put all my effort for the my final exam..

          back to my part time job..So, my job is about teaching some students in the course..yups!!I'm a course teacher :p..I was so excited that I have this job..But, after a few weeks I worked there, I started to asking whether I enjoyed my job..What I don't like about my job is the circumstances!! Because, my boss and other employees is so mean to the students..I who innocent and don't know what to do, I am just go with the flow, but, I am less mean than others..

          then, someday, I visited my high school counseling teacher..She gave me some positives advice that really helps me and makes me realize that I should be a light in the dark..So, I started to do it even thought it was hard at first but I can make it..Thanks God!!:D

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something SMALL!!

hmm..this is the second post for today..haha..but i really want to write this things..

          It has been a long time since I read a novel..and one week ago when I accompanied my friend to go to library..at first i just wanted to accompanied her, but when I saw Agnes Jessica's book: Merah, which actually I have known about this book when it was first published..I didn't know, but I thought I wanted to read this book..haha..


       After I read this book, I think this book is really really MEANINGFUL..this book really makes me understand about this world and I can see my life in the positive and different side..I have learned so many things from this book..this book also makes me realize that I must be closer with GOD and I've learned to be an optimistic person..

          Now I can be able to more appreciate everything that happens in my life and everything that God has given to me..and I also find that I am going to be a cheerful person who make people's life brighter than before..I also want to give happiness to everyone that I meet..I know I have a lot of weakness but with God, I will be able to do it..every step of mine I always give it to God..


          I have just one life and I will use it well and use it just for glorify His name. I will do the best to make people know who is my savior(read:GOD). I will always pray that God will send His holly spirit so I can do the best to make people around me have happiness..

'do the best and God will do the rest..'

a week of a freak!!

1 minggu ini jadi minggu yg kurang tenang bwt gw..gw ktmu sm org yg FREAK ABIS d pokony..lgs gw ceritain ajh d..haha

jadi yh..kisah gw bermula dari seorang teman panggil saja dia si X..suatu siang ato sore(gw lupa) si X sms gw.."lau, lu udh dijejelin soal" bwt un blm? soalny spupu gw ad yg sos mw pinjem soal" dr lu." gw blg boleh" ajh donk asal jgn ilang ato rusak..

gw kira spupuny cewe tp ternyata cowo..trus ga lama dia sms..yah gw fine" ajh..trus kan gw ngobrol" gitu..dia nanya gw knl cl dr mana..trus gw jelasin klo gw prnh sekelas pas ipa gitu" d..trus udh gitu dia cerita klo sbtu dpn ad donor darah di skul-ny..dia sebagai tim pmr senior disuru nyari org..gw yh ok ok ajh..saat itu gw msh fine" ajh sm ni org..

udh gitu dia nany nilai to gw brp..yh gw ksh tau nilai gw..trus gw juga nany nilai dia brp..n ternyata nilai-ny parah..dibawah 50 smua..trus dia minta gw ngajarin dia..nah di situ gw udh mulai mikir: ni org ko aneh yh..baru kenal, ktmu ajh blm udh mnta diajarin...oh iyh..sblumnya dia mnta fb gw gitu..yh gw ksh donk..

nah..udh gitu pas yg dia minta diajarin itu gw ga setujuin donk gw blg gini: mm..kpn yh bljr brg..gtw d..liat nanti ajh klo gw sempet(gw ngegantungin gitu jdny)..nah udh donk..trus dia ttp maksa" trus..setiap kali sms gw pasti nany ttg 'kpn bs bljr brg'..gw bete donk!!ni org apaan sii maksa"..udh gitu dia juga ngajakin ke greja bareng la..freak abis tu org!!errr...

trus akhirny gw ngebohong sm dia..gw blg klo hr ini gw mw bljr brg tmn gw..jd ga bs..trus dia blg: gw ikut boleh ga??trus gw blg: yakin mw ikt bljr sm tmn gw??nanti gw tny-in dlu sm tmn gw..trus dia blg: mw lah..trus..bbrp menit kemudian dia sms lagi: gmn, udh tny tmn lu blm?gw blg: blm..rencanany gw mw tny bsk..gw blg gitu..keesokan hariny dia nany lagi hal yg sma 'blh bljr brg ga?'

oh iyh..sblmny dia juga nany gw bljr berapa org..gw blg ajh 5 org..trus gw jwb pertanyaan dia yg di td: ga bs bljr brg tmn gw soalny mreka ga nyaman ajh klo ad org laen...trus dia bls: oh ya udh klo gitu, mmg nasib gw yg ga bs bljr brg sm lu..gw kan cm mw bljr bukan ganggu..gw tau mksd dia ngomong gitu spy gw ga enk sm dia n brubah pikiran, tp sayangny gw ga brubah pikiran n gw jawab: oww..ok d..gitu..trus dia bls lg: tp gw pgn bljr brg lu :(..gitu" d..

trus dia juga nany klo minggu gmn bs ga??gw jawab klo hr mgg ga bs itu hr keluarga..dia trus maksa..trus gw akhirny blg: pokony hr minggu ga bs diganggu gugat..trus bahkan dia maksa mw ke rumah gw bwt bljr..trus gw blg donk..ad bonyok gw ga enk..trus dia blg: blg ajh ke bonyok lu gw spupuny clarissa..gw bl;s tanpa nany ke ortu tentuny: ga boleh.sori gw mw tidur.udh gitu keesokan hariny dia msih maksa, n ga gw bls lgi..

bhkn..dia NELPON gw juga..untung wktu itu hp-ny gw silent..jd gw ga dngr..trus gw silent trus ajh hp gw biar ga ganngu...trus dia nany ttg soal br gw bls..soalny gw ga enk sm cl..gw bls: bsk jm 11.di skul.ga ush ke rumah. FYI, dia tau alamat gw dr cl..knp gw ksh alamat gw soalny gw kira spupuny cewe n ga freak..hmm

udh gitu..td gw ktmu tu org..gw cma blg: ini fotokopi di sbrang.udh gitu cpt blkn lg ke sini..btw, akhirny gw ktmu di skul..trus udh diblkn lagi..gw suruh dia titip ke satpam kompleksny nixie..soalny kan si nixie mw bljr mat..trus bljrny di rmh dia..

pokony gila bgt d tu org..udh gitu td brsn gw udh nge remove dia dr fb gw..trus gw sms ke dia blg: klo mw sms, ke nomer axis gw ajh soalny nomer yg ini mw gw buang..trus dia nany mmgny knp mw dibuang: gw blg soalny nomer yg ini udh byk yg tau n byk yg slh sms n byk yg nelpon" ga jelas..

gw tau gw udh jahat bgt n gw ngebohongin dia blg klo nomer gw mw di buang..abis gmn donk..FREAK ABIS TU ORG..kya stalker jdny..gw jd serem sndiri..

twenty ten memories..

it's 2011!!Good bye 2010..welcome 2011..first of all i just want to thank u to God that he's already blessed and been with me n my fam in 2010..I have learnt a lot of things in 2010..by the way, it's been a long time since i last wrote and organised this blog..hmmm..now i want to review the memorable moments in 2010..a lot of thing have happened last year and this is the review:

-i attended Java Jazz concert for the first time :D:D..RAN performanced was so amazing and i really enjoyed that concert..haha

-i've got the second rank in my class!!which is the first time for me..aahh..i didn't expect it..i like this moment because when my teacher announced that my friend seemed to not believe it..haha..with this rank..i prove that i can do it if i work hard!!hmm

-i've got my first salary!!i worked as a private tutor..my student was in the first grade on elementary school..this job was quite challenging..why?because my student was a special student and different from other student..he is very moody and hyperactive..but, he is brilliant..he even knows how many planet are in this world and he knows the name of the planets..how the first grade student knows it??i remember that i know the name of the planets in six grade..that's why i say my student is different..

-i've been told that "he" has a girlfriend..hmm..but i thank to God who sent someone to tell me this ugly truth..because of that i can move on and forget the feeling about him..now, i keep him in my hearth as my sweetest memory..hmm

-i've learnt how to be a good mediator..because of some conflicts with my social friend, i finally know who is my truly friend..hmm..and it's also makes me more mature..

by the way, until now i 'm still not expect that i'll get the second rank..because i was also working besides studying..all i knew was just do the best so i could get a good score and teach my student well..hmmm

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-went to Ocean Park with my besties!!this was really fun and this was another adventure that we were doing guys..:D:D






-my relative came to Indonesia from San Fransisco!!it's been 10 years since i met them..i even forgot my cousin face..haha..we were doing a lot of fun..this is the top 1 my very memorable moment in 2010..



-learned Saman Dance and performed at the opening and closing my school big event..:D it's been a long time since my last dance performance..:p

-got a fun crush in my school big event ^^ :p

-got my first credit card!!

-i've got the strange phone call on my birthday..the phone call knew my name and my birthday..than finally he said that he is the administration teacher in my school..haha..in that strange phone call, not only administration teacher but also someone that i didn't know because she made some strange noise..than finally i knew that she is my counseling teacher in school..

-i've got a birthday surprise from my besties..:D they came to my house with a delicious cake with a "18" candle on it..they also brought me a letter from school..actually it's from my counseling and administration teacher who wish me happy birthday..hehe

-went to Strawberry cafe with my besties and do a lot of fun there..haha

-got my first car crash with my friend which is the runner up of my very memorable experience in 2011 :D haha..fortunately no one got injured..:p

-the last day in 2010 was closed by getting a barbecue party with my relatives in my house..my father had bought some fireworks..at first we played the fireworks outside my house but it disturbed some neighbour and my mom also got some phone call from my neighbour :p..than we went to the park near my house to play fireworks..after that we went to the street near la piazza to watch fireworks..this year firework was really great and i enjoyed it..:D:D

"don't write your name on sand, waves will wash it away.
don't write your name in sky, wind may blow it away.
write your name in the hearts of people you come in touch with.
that's where it will stay."

don't waste your life..

mm..pasti udh pada tau donk brita ttg ank" IPTO yg meninggal itu? klo blom liat di koran n inet..gw nulis ini bkn buat ngejudge siapa yg bnr ato siapa yg salah..gw nulis ini bwt supaya org" yg berpikiran negatif ttg kecelakaan itu bs mengambil hikmah n sisi positif dr kejadian itu..
klo mnurut gw sang korban dlm kecelakaan itu mungkin cm ingin menikmati hidup mreka ajh..yh namany juga msh muda..lagi bandel"ny laahh..mungkin mmg mreka lg apes ajh..makany mreka mengalami kecelakaan itu..

gw terinspirasi sm tulisan tmn gw di FB yg blg klo "Ga peduli seberapa lama kita hidup, kalo kita menikmatinya, hidup itu ga akan jadi sia-sia. Karena sesungguhnya, hidup yang sia-sia itu adalah hidup yang selalu melakukan apa yang tidak kita suka, apa yang tidak kita inginkan." gw stuju tu sm tmn gw..hidup kita itu harus dinikmati..karena hidup cuma sekali..

dari kejadian ini mnurut gw kita itu bs dapet hikmah yg luar biasa..gw jd tau betapa hidup ini penuh misteri...kita ga akn tau apakah besok kita msh bisa bangun dr tempat tdr kita, apakah kita msh bisa sekolah di tempat yg sama..kita gataw kapan kita akan mati atau kapan org" terdekat kita akan meninggalkan kita..mengenai hal itu, masa semalem gw mimpi klo bokap gw meninggal..paarraahh bgtt..

tapi mnurut gw, Tuhan ngasi mimpi itu bwt nyadari gw klo gw slama ini udh sering nyakitin hti bokap, sering ngebantah kata" bokap..mungkin Tuhan pengen supaya gw bs lebih ngertiin bokap, lbh sayang ma bokap, n ga ngebantah lagi kata" bokap..karena seperti yg tadi gw blg, kita gataw brp lama lagi kita bs tinggal n hidup sm org" terdekat kita, orang" yg kita sayangi..dan kita gatw kapan kita akan menginggalkan mreka..

jadi klo mnurut gw, selagi kita msih bs bernafas, slagi kita msh bisa berdiri di tempat kita ini, sayangilah orang" terdekat kita dan berbuatlah sesuatu yang bermakna agar hidup kita ini tdk sia" n kt ga menyesal di kemudian hr..

gw bnr" hrs cabut, klo ga, gw bkl tlat les..bye"..hehe

honest??

hmm..barusan gw liat berita di tv..beritanya ttg sidang paripurna DPR..sidang itu diwarnai kericuhan dari dalam n dari luar..

dari dalem karena para anggota DPR pada ricuh n dari luar karena ad rakyat yg demo dengan brutal..ckckck..

gw pikir yh, para anggota DPR yang merupakan wakil rakyat ajh ricuh heboooh abies...masa sampe ad yg mau nimpuk ketuany pake tempat air minum gitu, ckckck.. anggota DPR ajh bisa ricuh, itu kan diputer di tv, apa mereka ga malu yh? mreka kan udh dikasih kepercayaan bwt jadi wakil rakyat, harusny bs jadi contoh donk bg rakyat, gmn rakyatny bisa tentram klo wakil rakyatny kya gitu..maka ga heran klo byk bgt tu demo" yang ricuh..hmm

mmg ga bs disalahin juga para anggota DPR yg ricuh itu. abisny klo mnurut berita di tv, ketua DPR yg baru itu kaya memutuskan sepihak..trus interupsi" juga malah diabaikan..selain itu, mic yg dipake juga mati mendadak..parah"..

trus kata berita lagi, ternyata si ketua DPR yg bru ini ga cm sekali melakukan keputusan yg kontroversial..dia malah pernah mutusin buat batalin rpat sm menteri kesehatan yg baru..hdh"..
pusing juga yh klo ngeliat masalah di negeri ini yg ga ad abisny..hmm..pantes ajh byk org yg ngerasa klo negeri kita itu negeri bobrok..tapi apakah kita harus menghina negeri kita dan hanya melihat sisi buruknya saja?klo mnurut gw sii, negeri kita ini jadi bobrok krn udh jarang bgt ad org yang jujur..hmm..sebenarny kejujuran it tergantung dari diri kita sndiri, klo kita udh bisa jujur, kita bs ngajak n mempengaruhi tmn kita spy jd jujur jugaa..

sgitu dulu d bwt hari ini, gw dah mw les inggris, ntar tlat lg..hehehehe
keep honest!!